re-call

3.9.09

feeling the stress; esp EOY this year idk why..

the red one describes how im feeling right now.

all right. teacher's day over. 3rd term's gonna be over. but the stress aint' over.

~~stress from everything.~~

my sister's suddenly scoring so well. and so is my brother. it seems i like im the one lagging behind. why.

everyone's always talking bout the EOYs and stuff. bout getting good results and such. thats why i sometimes i feel i love 2ly08 more than ever. everyone still plays around. but we still study yea?

guess im still not adapted to the way things work in the sec3 life. mug, mug, mug. isnt there another way to lead life? and this year alr ~~now~~ i feel the stress of the EOY. whywhywhy? this wasnt the case for the past 2years.

but then, im influenced by the mugging going round. i want to mug. but the thing is;

-i cant mug cos i procrastinate, ALOT.

-i believe mugging can lead to scoring but i cant do it

(the inability to mug is giving me stress wtf?!crazy but true.)

): ): ):

someone give me a way to make me stop procrastinating and mug yea

i have never felt so stressed before. ):

Thursday, September 03, 2009